Halloween 2009

It's been a while since I have actually posted a blog; way too much has happend & have no regrets...

This past week was filled with so much frustration & anger... It sucks when you talk to someone about how this thing called "drama" ; hasn't been involved in my life.. when all of a sudden it came without a warning.
When you are frustrated with having no money & just waiting on the mail man to come any minute.. but for some reason it had kept me waiting for 4 days.. through out all of the anger that had been within me..And with someone by your side trying to make it better, is always a good thing.. but when the rest of your bestfriends are mad at you..

Trust is a big issue in life, because you never know what other people know or what they'll say...
But for some reason I don't care what people know or what they say , but other people do...


[I never expected to ever have to actually have a physical fight with one of my bestfriends..
For the stupidest reasons, which was unnecessary; with a taste of humiliation in my mouth ;
& the andrenaline rush rushing my blood from my fingers to my toes]

I've learned that you can never control the bad vibes that tend to crawl up your sleeves