Don't be scared..

Yesterday... was one of those days that you just let anything happen, and go with the flow... ya know?

My day started off waking up around 2 ish? And just layed around, until i finally got ready::
i was already scheduled to pick alex up from his school at 6.. but i always get there a couple mins late haha.

I was hungry before so i got chinese food lmao. i ate by myself like a fatass... but usually i could finish the whole thing by myself; but this time i could hardly eat that much...

So, i picked alex up and took him home; i went to starbucks in monrovia and just sat there... cus one day i realized how pretty it is just to sit there; and think about lots of things;;; i started thinking about what i wanted to do;;; i hate it when people don't text back or if they text you back like a million years later its kinda stupid too me haha.

And so leroy imed me and said if he wanted to hangout and we got into an IM arguement about what i've been doing and how it doesnt fucken matter cus seriously it doesnt... so me and alex went to go smoke with him and jason and some fool...and they are selling e and they sold us two space man pills for 6 dollars hahah. Alex has never taken e before;; and he was downnn. So our plan was ;; to pick lauren up from her dads house in granada hills;; so we took those pills when we were on our way to pick her up..

We get to her house and she says "i want you to come meet my dad"... [[her dad recently got into a big boating accident; he's paralyzed in a wheelchair and stuff]]. So..i go in and say hi to her mom and i meet her dad.. i kinda wanted to cry;; but it was okay;;i kinda felt the e;; but no.
So we leave;;; and we drive through the hills in the valley and i started to trip out,, my eyes kinda started to wonder off;; i started thinking some weird shit.. like if my car would just stop running and we'd be stuck in the mountains or something haha. but it was okay;; cus even if i was rolling i could still drive really good.. i could see alex in the corner off my eye;; he kept looking at his phone every 5 seconds haha and he kept dancing all crazyy.

We finally got to laurens thank god;; wow i was going crazy cus i just didnt wanna drive anymore..
It felt so good to drive; my palms were so sweaty;; and when i get up and out of my car;; the fresh air felt so good;; it kinda gave me the chills;;

Before alex and i took them alex was scared... this is what i tell everyone when they are scared;; "don't be scared;; don't think about it;; you'll love it,, don't even trip" haha and its really true.. so the whole time in laurens house me and alex were trippin out and lauren was getting ready hah.
We were deciding on what to do;; but couldnt find anything except for that danceworks shit;; so we finally found the address and drove there but some guys said its not worth paying all that money aka i dont even know how much it was...

SO we ended up driving around in la;; being hotties;; aka you already know..
Lauren calls super sara and then we went to her friends party in glendale and saw her and some cool people and nicky massacre haha;; he's cool;; and that guy oliver he's cool and i love his accent. we just drank and got uber fucked up;;
We left at four and went to the mcdonalds in duarte and the fucking system wasnt working for some reason so they made us wait like 30 mins for our damn food..! And so alyssa [[the one i got in the car accident with]] came to hangout with us;; cus she lives in arizona now so she wanted to hangout! We finally got our egg mcmuffins;; and we said goodbye and we went home...



So today is saturday;; and i just woke up at like 3:30 hahah;; what's up with me waking up at 3:30? lmao
I ate a fatass torta;; aka i feel fat;; ha jk
Today me lauren and alex are going to davids party in rialto :)
i'm in a good mood ;; kinda. i need to start getting ready..see ya