first night

So lastnight...
Was my first night at the heist! It was really cool, i really liked it..
I went with lauren and marble;; and saw alot of hotties; and danced like it was 1969; lmao jk.



But i was having a bad day yesterday; long story; aka i don't think you want to know;;;

I'd tell you;; but i'd rather people not make rumors and shit cause i dont think i would be able to handle that...
wow, there's been lots of things happening in my life; sometimes i just don't think and i hate it so much.
I just let things happen; cause i can sometimes be really lonely; or sometimes be really depressed; aka i get alot of weird mood swings;
but i never really show it; well if im quiet that means im mad;sad;or depressed..

I got home at 3:30? And knocked out; i woke up today at 3:30 hah; 12 hours of sleep; which i needed.
I'm thinking about what i want to eat and what there is to do today; and i wanna see someone but i doubt that he wants to see me.

I can't believe alot of shit that has been happening; i hate liars and cheaters!
i'm over it; i'm gonna go eat....